Lol meeting tumblr stalkers when out drinking is weird, and they happen to know like eeeeeverything about me…
My two best cousins are here now! We hang these days with nintendo gaming all day long, currently playing through Luigi’s Mansion on my Gamecube :)
And Mario Kart 8 for hours in multiplayer every day, and Mario 3D World also, on Wii U.
So fun to finally not feel all alone with my gaming.
So fucking tired of throwing up all the time, my body is so sensitive. Been sick for 2 weeks now.
Been sick and throwing up somewhat still, so video will be up when I’m feeling better. Didn’t edit it yet.
The thing I have missed the most these past 14 days, is music. Blasting it, at my home, alone, at fulll volume.
I’ve been away, but I’m back. Finally resurrected from pain-death-coma-land/puke-land/painfest.
I signed my youtube channel up for being a youtube “Partner” thingy. It makes it possible for me to have custom thumbnails for my vidoes. That’s basically the only reason I did it.
Depends on how severe the depression is! Say, grade it from 1-10, where 10 is you wishing you were dead like.
Mild depression 1-4 I can have a walk/jog with good favorite music in my ears. I may force myself into doing something I know will make me feel better. I will do my hair and make-up, put on some nice clothes I feel good in, and perhaps call a friend and ask if we can grab a coffee and hang in town.
You know. Those sort of things.
If it’s like moderate depression, 4-7, I’m struggling to find the motivation to do these things mentioned above, but I may try. Or… I just sit at home with the laptop, you know. Playing music. All serious faced. Or I’m going over to my mom’s place and talk about it.
At 8, I don’t want to do anything. Maybe drink and feel sorry for myself.
At 9, I lie down in bed, on my back, staring up at the ceiling. Forever like.
At 10, I do the same thing as in 9, and on top of that, I don’t eat.
Haha, basic stuff. Best tip is to talk with the ones closest to you.
You know, it’s like watching a traincrash in slow-motion. It’s terrible, but you can’t look away either.
Thank you guys for making my birthday perfect. You guys are the best <3 So much fun, best birthday I’ve ever had, I think. Linn Aina arrived right after this! I was missing some friends that werent there, or that couldn’t come, such as Silvara, Christine, Cathrine, Micha, Pia and Carol. We gotta make up for that later! :) I love you all so much.
The way I’m lying, it’s easy. I just got a heavy cup in my head (lol sounds funny when I put it that way) while lying here on my side in my bed. Heavy shit hit me on the side of my head, closer to face. I thought I could have died. Still hurts like hell. Injured :-(
Happy birthday to me :-D
It’s my birthday today.
OLD Green Day, listening to it now. The Dookie album!
It’s weird I still know most of the lyrics, even after so many years of not hearing these songs.
When it’s been so long since your last period you gasp and think “what the fuck, blood? I’M SICK OR SOMETHING?” And then just “Ah… that…”
Hellooo. I made a video today! Still doing it in my my language Norwegian. But with English subtitles it shouldn’t be a problem! Only problem is that you have to look down at the subtitle text all the time, and you don’t really get to see my facial expressions, but you know, you just have to watch it two times then, right? ^^
I woke up early today and drove to doctor’s appointment. Nothing serious. Talked about my allergies to pollen, and I’m getting something for it. To make my summerlife easier. And then I was going to take a blood test… She tried to hit a bloodvein two times, she just couldn’t do it. Because my veins were so small this morning because I had not eaten? I didn’t know this lol.
I’m not really afraid of needles. I don’t care about the so called “pain” from taking a blood test or whatever. BUT, you see, something funny occurs every single fucking time I’m having a blood test taken. I get so dizzy. I “see” yellow, and it’s like my hearing fades away. I always almost faint, of the thought of having blood drawn from my body. Uncontrollable! It’s fucked up, really…
Straight after I made this video, I went and had a nap. A really, rather long, nap. Just woke up, just now. 5 hours later. What the…?